Bad Mood

I have been in a really bad mood the last few days. I have always hated February. Don't get me wrong, February is not a bad name for a month- it is kinda pretty, the weather over here is really pretty good- it has been around 50 degrees the last few days, Kellen's birthday is on Valentine's day, so I only have to give him 1 set of presents not 2, and it is the shortest month! The time in between paychecks is smaller by 2-3 days- but there is just always something that bothers me during this month. Maybe is was the lack of special valentines when I was little, I always got one from every student in the class but I was always looking for that one special boy to slip a little something extra into that way too small envelope. Every year in high school my mom would send me a few balloons with some candy during one of my classes, and one year I had trouble driving because I had too many flowers and balloons (my friends and I sent roses to each other, and FINALLY a boy sent me some roses). It isn't like everyone forgot me- I always got something special, but I do not like February!!!! Maybe because it is a hard month to spell. I think that is why June and July are always fun months- because they are short and easy words to write but February is just confusing. All those "r"s and the "u", they just are asking to be mixed up and we don't say it the way it is spelled. I don't want to have a prejudice against this month but it always happens, this poor, short little month always makes me angry.